Thoughts without filter 3

Pandemic

The word is "pandemic".
And I can't say I like it.

This is rather natural in my case. I have worked in an epidemic clinic, at the laboratory. I know what micro-cosmos can cause.

Sometimes the Professor invited us to a lecture – about one hour. We were of course rather triggered – I mean – one hour without work. Just relaxation. And still we were paid.
But we always got surprised.

This professor had something. And after just some seconds we were spellbound, and on a journey through micro-cosmos, through history, to today with all the modernity's. We were fascinated by the long fight against the monsters that lurked in micro-cosmos, as well as the long fight against the monsters in our own world that tried to stop evolution, and tried to hold humanity down in the mud. Sometimes I was surprised and wondered: Why do these people act like this?

When there was about ten minutes left the professor looked slowly over his shoulders – as he feared something. He cast a glimpse out the windows.
Then he said in a low whispering voice:
-" And then we have... pandemic ".
And a cloud hided the sun and the room became darker – colder.

And I remembered that everybody was looking at one another. It was almost like he had the total world as his helper. I could more and more get an understanding for why this man had become a Professor.

-" If you should say a prayer – then pray: please – no pandemic".
-" In this world it is like everything is eating everything. A sort of definition of a hell-world. Still there is a sort of balance in nature. One could even talk about harmony. Mama Nature is a rather enigmatic woman. She seems to favor quantity over quality. But it may be an illusion".
-" Finally she has given us the intellectual, the cognitive resources and it is like she wants us to learn to use them properly. And when we know how – quality will appear, almost like a side-effect.

He looked at us with the green eyes and it seemed like he was searching for the appropriate words.

-" In passed times a pandemic could come much easier. The hygienic standard was low. People had no knowledge of micro-organisms. None had ever heard of bacterias or virus. Or of the other smaller creations that lurches in the microscopic world. Well – you know that there exists other things than bacterias and virus? Don't you"?
-" Combine this with a lower quality of life. Many people was not getting enough food. And the food were not always the best. A lower standard weakens the immune-system. It makes us vulnerable to all kinds of destructive forces. A free limited fasting may be good for the body. It gives the body a chance to cleanse the system. But to always be hungry against ones own will can be dangerous."

He stopped for a while – like he suddenly got absentminded – then he continued:
-"One could of course ask why epidemic situations not occurred more often? The answer could be that their immune-system was much more trained than ours is today. We are spoiled. And the vaccinations can sometimes make us even more spoiled. But still – a pandemic today is very rare. At least a really dangerous one. And that is something we should be rather happy about".

-" Our quality of life combined with our hygiene and our knowledge of these things are very helpful".

-" But... ", he hesitated for a moment like he did not know how to continue. Then he said: -" There are other... let us call them circumstances... in the world that can dramatically change the new balance and put us back in the dark.

But then he very fast and skillfully took us away from the subject and put an end to the lecture. And afterward I noticed that I was probably the only one that wondered what these circumstances were. And I still do.

So... try to understand my surprise when I one day, not so long ago, woke up after a strange dream that very fast hided in the clouded deserted area of hidden memories. The dream gave me a rather peculiar feeling. And I know that when you don't remember or understand the message from a dream – it is always the feeling you remember of it that counts.

I put on the computer to see what had happened in the world. The hard-drive was chewing. Even if I had shut off most of the functions in windows that are designed to help us to get a fast access, but always have the opposite effect, it as always took an irritating long time. I sometimes get surprised that Microsoft never gets sued because of all the hard drives in the world that are broken twice as fast as they should.

I looked at my country's' most read newspaper and suddenly I could not breath.
PANDEMIC!! Now?? Here?? I never got any warning. Something must be seriously wrong.

Then I saw another article below. I don't exactly remember all the details but it was something like, for example, a famous woman that gets out of her car without underpants. Some reporters seems to have a rather infantile interest of the part of a woman's body that she mostly use to pea with. And maybe these reporters don't know – there are books. At the library. Biology. There are probably even movies. Or they could visit a pub or something Saturday night and invite a lady home. And then ask for a proper examination.
It is a little embarrassing when grown up men shows a high degree of inexperience.

But I knew that if it had been a real pandemic - these reporters would never get any chance in a newspaper.

There are two types of newspapers in the world. Those that  have information and those that have entertainment. Those that have entertainment are always the winners. People are tired of the news.

But to be sure I ran to look out of the closest window.

There were some cars – as usual. I live in a small village so there are not many cars, something I am very thankful about. People were walking – some hand in hand. There were people in love, kissing each other. Children were running around. Playing. In short: A normal day.

If it had been a pandemic – a real dangerous lethal pandemic – there had been no people outside. And probably no cars either. Except for the white or black big cars that had a couple of people inside, dressed like astronauts. And that sometimes went out to take in a corpse into the car. Drive it to a special building where it could be burnt as fast as possible. No priests.

If there had been any people outside they would never been kissing. Never been shaking hands. And they would be trying to come home as fast as possible. Outside the hospitals would be guards, also dressed like astronauts. And they would have automatic guns in their hands. If you would try to pass them without permission or if you would not stop when they asked you too – they would immediate shoot without any further questions or warnings. Not because they liked it but because they simply followed their instructions. A white or black car would come. And you would be forever gone.

A real lethal pandemic is what it always has been. And it is very far from any kind of entertainment. You have my word.


Sometimes there is an attack from micro-cosmos and people are infected by something. It may be a bacteria or a virus. It  can have different degrees of danger. If it starts to spread too fast it will be called an epidemic.

If it starts to spread outside the country and the whole world is more or less involved in this process; and if it is seriously dangerous – we usually call it pandemic.

Scientists usually hides themselves behind nice words and statistics. It makes them feel important and many times they can talk a lot without saying anything. Almost like politicians. In psychology I once got a book with over 300 pages. We should read it and then we should be examined. We had to write at least seven pages to have a chance to pass. I read it and when I had filtered out the information in it I had not more then seven lines of a page. Almost nothing.

I read it two times more and felt the panic increase. There were no substance in the book. No information. Just talking. How the hell would I be able to write seven pages about this? There was nothing to write about. I had to admire the writer who had been able to write more than 300 pages about nothing. A natural born politician. Definitely the next president.

I gave up.

When the examination came I wrote about everything I been reading in books before I began to study psychology. You know: popular books about psychology that you could buy anywhere. And I manage to put in the seven lines of fact from the 300 pages book here and there.
If they buy this they will buy anything, I thought to myself and started to think about what I would do next in life.

I got the jackpot. The teacher said that this was the best she had ever read. And she said I surely had a bright future.

-" You must have mixed me up with someone", I said.
-" Nooo.. absolutely fantastic", she answered.

Then I finished psychology and went back to the more safe mathematics, physic and chemistry. There were at least some information to pick up.
Even if I have to admit that "Children Psychology" impresses me very much.
If physics had developed as fast as children psychology – then we would be able to travel to the other side of the galaxy in just a fraction of a second.

I one day asked my teachers in children psychology why they did not show their material to the politicians. We should really need these things in society.

They just looked at me silently. I had a feeling that someone had pressed a button somewhere and a loud fan just had stopped.

-" What do you think we have done? We have busted their stupid, infantile monkey-heads with this material but they refuse to listen. Actually I think they are too stupid. One could say: To be politicians - they show a dangerous level of incompetence".

And I have started to understand what they mean.


Recently WHO lowered the criteria that something should be called a pandemic. Now, if enough people in the world happens to catch a cold, then there is a pandemic. And I of course wonder why. Where is the logic behind this? Why make people loose their respect for something that can be the most dangerous thing that can happen in the world? I really don't see the logic behind this. Much more people in the world will die than it normally should. And if the people in WHO and the medical companies think they will not be affected – well, they are seriously wrong. There are obviously things they do not know about are small friends in micro-cosmos.

To make people loose their respect for pandemic is seriously stupid. Only idiots can do such a thing. There are people (in lack of a better word) in the world that can buy a new Ferrari and Rolls Royce every year. But this doesn't seem to be enough for them. They want to be able to do it every month instead. They happened to have something they call vaccine (something I would never call it) and suddenly a flu broke out and – how fantastic – it happened to match the "vaccine". What a luck. And as the situation now could be named pandemic of course all – yes all – people in the world should have a shot of this ... ehm ... "vaccine". Such heroes. Why not offer them a Nobel price? Apparently you do not have to do anything to deserve a Nobel price anyway.



On internet I happened to find a list of what was found in this so called "vaccine". Well – internet is a mess of information and misinformation and if you want have access to serious real facts – it can sometimes be hard.

But even if only 25% of the components we found there were true, we were not dealing with a vaccine. I would call it a weapon.

Many molecules of proteins that I just wonder - "what the hell do these things come from and what are their purpose?" - were found. Too many. And a very dangerous substance called squalene – something that some genius probably thought should increase the effect of the vaccine, without thinking about the side-effects – was found in the vaccine. I thought they had seen this substance as a big mistake years ago and I never thought I would see it again.

But that is not enough. The worst is still to come.

There is something in the world that is called mercury. Chemical notation Hg.  It is one of the most dangerous compounds for biological systems we can find. Our ancestors thought it was a sort of magical substance as it is a metal, but it floats in room temperature. It was given to high people in China as they thought it would give them eternal life. But sadly enough it had the total opposite effect. And those people usually died rather fast.

When mercury reacts with other compounds and forms salts or organic compounds it is seriously dangerous and it will always cause chaos in organic systems. Even in the smallest concentrations.  It is actually hard to find something more dangerous as it also can be built up in the body and pass from mother to child. We will always try to hold the level of mercury as low as possible. This is seriously important. I repeat: This is seriously important.

One of our teachers in chemistry once said that if anyone got a bigger dosage of mercury in the body then the nails and the teeth would first fall out. Then the eyes. The fingers and the toes would start to rotten away.
He looked at us and smiled: -" Not the most pleasant way to die. Or what"?
Then he was suddenly very serious and said: -" So... watch out! Please".

In smaller dosages it is a little different. You can get mercury in smaller quantities by eating things that have a small amount of mercury in it. For example fish from certain areas. There are industries that put out mercury in the water. Or have been doing.
Doesn't matter what the so called experts say.
Try to avoid it.

If you eat it - most of it will go out the natural way. Some of it will be stored in the body. But very little will reach the brain. Something you should be thankful about.

However – if someone gives you an injection that includes it, things will be very, very different. It will reach the bloodstream and go to the heart. There it will be pumped out and very fast reach the brain. When it reaches your braincells it will be a little like frying eggs. If you are lucky the brain will bypass them and instead activate other cells. If you are lucky. But some cells will not be fried. They will just start to work in the wrong way. And this can be even more dangerous. As the brain will see them as healthy. And strange things can happen.

When someone will be given an injection that includes mercury, the brain will be damaged. Always. If a doctor or a chemist or a so called expert will tell you otherwise – the person lies. And you should ask yourself why.

If you give your children vaccine that includes some form of substance that have a mercury atom in it – your children´s brain will be damaged. They will be effected one way or the other. If you are very lucky you will not notice very much of it. But when it comes to these things you should never rely on luck.

Something very good came out of this so called Swine-flu Pandemic.
We found out that the medical industry have put mercury in almost every vaccine for many, many years. Doesn't matter if it has been for your children. They still put mercury in it.
I never knew anything about it. I simply never thought anyone could be that stupid.

Or evil.

I have spent a long time try to find any logical explanation or reason why anyone in this world would put mercury in medicines for children – or for any human being.
I have failed.

I simply cannot find any reason or explanation. And if someone says economical reasons  - it does not hold.

And if someone says that such small amounts of mercury should not be dangerous – it does not hold either. It is very dangerous.

The tolerance for mercury in biological systems is zero. And those people that works in a medical industry are the first ones to know.

And I do not like this.

I really hope – from my heart – that you can understand me.


If you should give any medicine to your child or yourself always ask if it includes mercury. If it does – avoid it. But remember the companies' name. Never buy anything from this company anymore. And these companies sells more than you think on the market. How about toothpaste – for example.

Diseases for children increases and I have asked myself why. I never found any really good answer. But now it is totally natural. If you put mercury into children – of course they will have more easier to loose their health. Specially as they will get many shots of vaccine.


There are some people in our world that wants to hurt our children and ourselves. There is no doubt of this any more. The evidences are in front of our noses.

And I wonder – Who are they?
Where are they?
And Why do they do this?

Cu